I am understood ?

Vertiginous welter of lingual interplay,
and my head’s rolling on its brittle axis
and I’m stumbling through a labyrinth
of demiurge illuminations and taciturn mouths.
And as hours flee from the crepuscule of hope to starless void
I’m chasing whispers that evaporate
into august nothingness,
scraps of meaning that flee from urgent fingertips.
The sedulous persistence that brought me to this
apogee of babylonian damnation
won’t break my fall.

Do you understand what I’m trying to say ?

These walls know something you don’t honey,
and you better get used to it,
pressing your fingers to the cracks,
asking for doors
where there’s only ever been
millennia of unutterable secrets.
Indelible quiescence carved into a sibylline face.
You’re a half-raised fist, ill-fated gesticulations
infantile phrases that can barely
make it past your quivering lips.

Does anyone comprehend a smile these days?

I don’t need fervent pantomime to make my point,
or to implore the strange antique portal
trembling in its obdurate frame.
Just tell me that you’ve been there,
on the tremulous crossway between illumination
and dismal obscurity,
that belligerent skulls of ireful diatribes
never forced your eyes to the ground,
that you know these roads and streetposts

even if you never found out the name
of the ancient stones rolling on under your feet.

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2 thoughts on “I am understood ?

  1. One of the few posts for apprehending which I’ve had to use the dictionary. You almost made me feel like I have hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia (the fear of long words), which I do not; but just like yours, my head is churning too after reading this poem. Now, I don’t know whether that’s a good thing or not but I certainly liked it.

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    • The verbosity of the poem intended to express implicit encryption and like you said, a certain head-churning, so I’m very happy to hear that it had the intended effect for you. Thank you for reading and commenting. This was a lovely message to come home to. 🙂

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